Aane wale dino ki takreeb...

Haatho mei basi wo lakeer,

Jisne kal ka jhuth dikhaya...

Par wo kal kabhi nhi aaya.

Waqt aisa chaha na tha,

Yu aise bebas hona na tha...

Saanso pr saanse bhari hai,

Konsi kiski dhadkan aakhri hai.

Wqt kya likhwau tumhe,

Umr bhi yaad nhi mujhe...

Kitni honi thi, aur kitni baaki,

Ye sab ab adhuri kahani hai....

Alvida kehte rishte roye bohot,

Pure na kr paaye, wo waadei bhi bohot.

Bebas thi saanse meri

Mudna chaha jb, bas raakh me bachi...

 Wo akhri paigam,

Jo tum tk pahucha nhi.

Wo akhri paigam,

Jiska koi jawab aaya nhi.

Wo akhri paigam,

Jo humne likha nhi,

Wo akhri paigam.

Jo akhri tha hi nhi.

Jo soch k likha tha ab aur nhi,

Jo likh diya soch kr ek aur hi sahi.

Darkhwast thi mere sapno ki
Unki aankho ka kajal ban jau
Labon pe Rakha le wo mujhe
Toh unki hasi ban jau
Pukar le mere naam Ko
Toh unki awaz se saaz ban jau
Pehen le kabhi mujhe
Toh gehna me ban jau
Khushbu mei unki ghul jao
For ittr mei kehlau
Ho jaye mere pyar ka ehsaas unhe
Toh ghazal mei bn jau......

The more I try to live the past
It burns on a pyre inside my heart
The flames take up what I HAVE
Gradually I loose the moment from my hand
It burns with sorrow
To see me hollow
For the sake of yester
I have lost yet another Easter
As it's about hope
To get back what is gone

घर के कमरों से करती हूं बाते तेरी
किससे सुनकर पुराने हस पड़ती हूं तेरे
तेरी तस्वीरो में खुद को देखती हूं
सच कहते है सब मुझसी दिखती हैं तू
रंगो से भरा तेरा आसमान लगता है
मेरी दुआओं सा लगता है
हैरान हूं जान कर
कैसे यादों को आंखों में छिपा लेती है
जो रो कर विदा करी थी कल
आज मुझको दूर रह कर हसा देती है
विदाई रस्म ही ऐसी है कि
तेरे आने का इंत़ार नहीं कर सकती

पर ताले बदले नहीं है मैने
सोचकर कि तेरे पास घर की चाबी है

The sun sets to tell me...

its over and gone

far beyond

i never open my eyes

i m afraid to realize

that darkness comes for real

n its not a material

it feels so different

i m so distant

from luv n warmth

from u in my arms

i feel u with a pain

n it never ends

i wnt to walk beside u

which always seemed so new

nw i m faded

everythn is shaded

i failed to piece together

the part of me where u once wntd to stay forever

Let me die,
let me burn...

let this pain,
come over again

I am used to it,
it helps me breathe

It tells me that,
Nothing is bad

It reminds me,
the worst is over.

and I can smile,
with all life has to offer

I can cry again,
I know I can.

But will it bring,
what has been taken away?

Pathar hi hai jo mitti bana,
thokar kha kar hai bikhra
isliye wo rota nahi,
aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

Janta hai mitti jab wo ban jayega
dharti pe uski wajah se kuch lehrayega
isliye wo rota nahi,
aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

gira hota hai wo unchayio se

kuch nayi si tanhayio mei

pucha agar hota kabhi,

par aisa bhi toh hota nhi

bejaan hai, bezuban hai

aisi hi uski pehchan hai

fir kyu jab wo matti hai

zindagi usme panapti hai

kyu kabhi wo kisi ke liye bhagwan hai

tab bhi toh wo  bezuban hai

aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

bas wo kabhi rota nhi

ishq yu hi nhi badnaam h

Pyaar aasuo ka pegaam h

Bekarari aisi deta h

Apne mei uljha deta h

Na ehsaas h judai ka

Na pyaar ki prchai h

Udaasi yu hi bewajah dil pe chhai h

Bekhudi h ye

Zindagi ab ek ruswai h

Teri bina hr pal

Bas tanhai h, tanhai h

love and lost, yet together

Ek wqt tha,

aasman zameen ke sang tha

pyar ke rang mei,

range the wo dono

anjane se,

dharti ne ki koi galti

chala gya aasman dur

dikhaya usne apna gurur

koshish ki dharti ne

prvat banke uske paas pahuch jaye

pr fasla narazgi se tha zyada

khafa tha ambar kuch iss tarah

ki dukh usey bhi tha

pr wapas aana ab mumkin na tha

rota tha kabhi kabhi

aur saath mei aakrosh dikhata

bheeg jati thi dharti

aur mayus ho jati

fir jb naseeb ko apna liya

tb jeevan pnpa, hryali ayi

pedo ki unchayi ne fir faasla km krna chaha

pr aasman toh dur hi tha

ab dhrti yu hi khelti h

khush ho kr zindagi deti h

dukh mei khud ko hi khatam kr leti hai

sochti h kabhi toh smjhega aasman

uske pyaar mei wo bnti aur bigadti hai

When I look behind

Kuch aisa piche chuut gaya
ya wo bs h ruth gaya
milega mujhe kabhi kya wo dubara?
ya ab h bs aise hi rehna
chahu toh kadam bada bhi lu
chahu toh khud ko behla bhi lu
dhundla dhundla sa kuch yaad h
pr hr lamha uske na hone ka ehsaas h
kya wo jagah abhi bhi h khali
na hone se uske hi h ye udaasi
jaanta hai mann ki wo na ayega ab
aankhen thak gayi intezar kr
kyu hai koi aata
jhuta sa spna dikhata
apna h ban jata
fir na jaane kahan kho jata

Iman fir baeman sa

hr aahat pe bekarar sa

awaz ye uski nhi

anjam mei bhi wo nhi

chot fir dard mangti h

tumhe fir se chahti h

yaad toh h abhi bhi

wo bita tha wqt jo kbhi

kese hathon ki lakeere

utri thi dil ki tasveer mei

kese mere sang

farishto ki ankhen bhi thi num

pr karen toh kya

ye mann kuch h hi aisa

jo mujhse h kehta

is zindagi ka ehsaas tujhse hi tha

chahe fir saath kum tha

Beyond words

Kuch ehsaas...

dhundli si ek tasveer bnate h.

hoke naraz wo

dil k kone mei baith jate h.

smjhna jo chahu unko

toh smjh bhi na pau me

alag si justuju k sang

tham si jau me

rut ye guzar toh jati h

pr mann ki awaz

syahi sun na pati h

kore se kagaz ka saath na pati h

khmoshi k sang hi kahin beh jati h

kya naam du us ehsaas ko

smjhu kaise me unko

jo h toh mere

pr na jane kyu h adhure

dil ki dehleez ko paar kr

hawao mei h jo beh chale

Life Cycles

Emerging from dust and snow
i ride all along. . .

no matter if the sun shines bright

A must watch documentary: Life Cycles.
inspired by the same

or the rain is fallin from sky
i ride all along. . .

the path may b easy or hard
i will never stop
i ride all along. . .

circles are searchin fr the edge
n till its not find
i will ride all along. . .

for every stone tht is shaking
yes, my heart is beating

i flow with the air
takin all with me that nature has to share

so i ride all along. . .

Miss you

Sanjote hue yaadein
na jane kitne pal bikhar gye

My friends :) miss you all

moti the hm pirote
na jane kese wo ashk bn gaye

juda na hone ko tayar
ab na jane kaise ek duje bin reh rahe

lamhe jinme sang the mere yaar
na jane kahan kho gaye

wo bina mtlb ki muskurahat
na jane kyu piche chod aye

jinpe hste the yaad aati h ab wo aadat
na jane kaise wo din beet gye

Hope

Nayi tarango ki talash mei

ek aise hi khayal mei

zindagi ka ehsaas ho gya

jine se aur pyaar ho gya

khud se milne ko bekarar thi me

khushiyo k intezar mei thi me

socha na tha ye krwa aisa mod lega

lehro k sath wqt aise bahega

kuch spne jo dekhe

wo sch na ho paye

aur kbhi aisa sama aya

jisne sch bnke spna bhulaya

hr din naya h

hr pal ab jina h

Relive

Aakhri Saans se pehle
iss darr pe fir aana chahunga

yaha k bikhre pani mei
apna aks dekhna chahunga

deewaro k daman mei, kuch awaze h chipi
unhe sunne ki koshish krna chahunga

khushbu ye anjan si, h kuch mithi mithi si
apne andr bharna chahunga

dheemi dheemi si, pr khilkhilati yaha jo hawa h
fir se mehsus krna chahunga

wqt h kuch kum abhi,  dubara is waqt ko
fir se jina chahunga

Blissful

Jeene ka nasha

chaya h mujh pr

pyar h muje

junun se apne

haarne ka drr nhi

khush rehne ki chah h

is dagar pr chalte rehna

hi hai sapna mera

manzil mile na mile

ye safar mera apna h

apne hi kdmo ki dhun pr

jhumta ye mann mera

labo se na jati ab khushi

surur ab ye utarta nhi

ab andhre ko

roshni h mil gyi

Last words

Kehna mt kbhi

tumne kho diya mujhe

jana meri mrzi mei na tha.

Kash aur pal rehte hum sang,

pr ye zindagi

hai hi dokhebaaz si.

Akhri yaad tumhari thi

fir ankhein bnd kr me chal di.

Sanso ki dor ka kya h?

Tumse jodta mujhe mera pyaar hai,

jo aj bhi tumhare saath hai.

Hu thodi dukhi mei bhi

pr humari yaadein rone nhi deti.

Tum bhi ab muskura do,

aasu tumhare todte h mujhe,

ye unchahi saza na do.

Ab toh muskura do. . .

Boondein

Inn boondein ki ajeeb hi dastan hai

Barasti hai neele aasman se

Thamne is dharti ka daaman

Khushi se bhari

Zindagi jeeti hui

Bikhar jati h zameen par

Jaise hi tutti h

Aur komal ho jati hai

Khud ko bikherti hui

Khushi khushi khatam ho jati h.

Fir bhi kuch toh h,

Jo ye gir ke bhi

Tumhari, meri aur is aasman ki

Chhavi dikhati h.