Saturday, 1 May 2021

 Wo akhri paigam,

Jo tum tk pahucha nhi.

Wo akhri paigam,

Jiska koi jawab aaya nhi.

Wo akhri paigam,

Jo humne likha nhi,

Wo akhri paigam.

Jo akhri tha hi nhi.

Jo soch k likha tha ab aur nhi,

Jo likh diya soch kr ek aur hi sahi.

Tuesday, 5 March 2019

Darkhwast thi mere sapno ki
Unki aankho ka kajal ban jau
Labon pe Rakha le wo mujhe
Toh unki hasi ban jau
Pukar le mere naam Ko
Toh unki awaz se saaz ban jau
Pehen le kabhi mujhe
Toh gehna me ban jau
Khushbu mei unki ghul jao
For ittr mei kehlau
Ho jaye mere pyar ka ehsaas unhe
Toh ghazal mei bn jau......

The more I try to live the past
It burns on a pyre inside my heart
The flames take up what I HAVE
Gradually I loose the moment from my hand
It burns with sorrow
To see me hollow
For the sake of yester
I have lost yet another Easter
As it's about hope
To get back what is gone
घर के कमरों से करती हूं बाते तेरी
किससे सुनकर पुराने हस पड़ती हूं तेरे
तेरी तस्वीरो में खुद को देखती हूं
सच कहते है सब मुझसी दिखती हैं तू
रंगो से भरा तेरा आसमान लगता है
मेरी दुआओं सा लगता है
हैरान हूं जान कर
कैसे यादों को आंखों में छिपा लेती है
जो रो कर विदा करी थी कल
आज मुझको दूर रह कर हसा देती है
विदाई रस्म ही ऐसी है कि
तेरे आने का इंत़ार नहीं कर सकती

पर ताले बदले नहीं है मैने
सोचकर कि तेरे पास घर की चाबी है

Wednesday, 14 May 2014

The sun sets to tell me...

its over and gone

far beyond

i never open my eyes

i m afraid to realize

that darkness comes for real

n its not a material

it feels so different

i m so distant

from luv n warmth

from u in my arms

i feel u with a pain

n it never ends

i wnt to walk beside u

which always seemed so new

nw i m faded

everythn is shaded

i failed to piece together

the part of me where u once wntd to stay forever

Thursday, 27 February 2014

Let me die,
let me burn...

let this pain,
come over again

I am used to it,
it helps me breathe

It tells me that,
Nothing is bad

It reminds me,
the worst is over.

and I can smile,
with all life has to offer

I can cry again,
I know I can.

But will it bring,
what has been taken away?

Monday, 8 April 2013

Pathar hi hai jo mitti bana,
thokar kha kar hai bikhra
isliye wo rota nahi,
aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

Janta hai mitti jab wo ban jayega
dharti pe uski wajah se kuch lehrayega
isliye wo rota nahi,
aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

gira hota hai wo unchayio se
kuch nayi si tanhayio mei
pucha agar hota kabhi,
par aisa bhi toh hota nhi

bejaan hai, bezuban hai
aisi hi uski pehchan hai
fir kyu jab wo matti hai
zindagi usme panapti hai

kyu kabhi wo kisi ke liye bhagwan hai
tab bhi toh wo  bezuban hai
aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.
bas wo kabhi rota nhi