The sun sets to tell me...

its over and gone

far beyond

i never open my eyes

i m afraid to realize

that darkness comes for real

n its not a material

it feels so different

i m so distant

from luv n warmth

from u in my arms

i feel u with a pain

n it never ends

i wnt to walk beside u

which always seemed so new

nw i m faded

everythn is shaded

i failed to piece together

the part of me where u once wntd to stay forever

Let me die,
let me burn...

let this pain,
come over again

I am used to it,
it helps me breathe

It tells me that,
Nothing is bad

It reminds me,
the worst is over.

and I can smile,
with all life has to offer

I can cry again,
I know I can.

But will it bring,
what has been taken away?

Pathar hi hai jo mitti bana,
thokar kha kar hai bikhra
isliye wo rota nahi,
aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

Janta hai mitti jab wo ban jayega
dharti pe uski wajah se kuch lehrayega
isliye wo rota nahi,
aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

gira hota hai wo unchayio se

kuch nayi si tanhayio mei

pucha agar hota kabhi,

par aisa bhi toh hota nhi

bejaan hai, bezuban hai

aisi hi uski pehchan hai

fir kyu jab wo matti hai

zindagi usme panapti hai

kyu kabhi wo kisi ke liye bhagwan hai

tab bhi toh wo  bezuban hai

aisa nahi ki dard usko hota nahi.

bas wo kabhi rota nhi

ishq yu hi nhi badnaam h

Pyaar aasuo ka pegaam h

Bekarari aisi deta h

Apne mei uljha deta h

Na ehsaas h judai ka

Na pyaar ki prchai h

Udaasi yu hi bewajah dil pe chhai h

Bekhudi h ye

Zindagi ab ek ruswai h

Teri bina hr pal

Bas tanhai h, tanhai h

love and lost, yet together

Ek wqt tha,

aasman zameen ke sang tha

pyar ke rang mei,

range the wo dono

anjane se,

dharti ne ki koi galti

chala gya aasman dur

dikhaya usne apna gurur

koshish ki dharti ne

prvat banke uske paas pahuch jaye

pr fasla narazgi se tha zyada

khafa tha ambar kuch iss tarah

ki dukh usey bhi tha

pr wapas aana ab mumkin na tha

rota tha kabhi kabhi

aur saath mei aakrosh dikhata

bheeg jati thi dharti

aur mayus ho jati

fir jb naseeb ko apna liya

tb jeevan pnpa, hryali ayi

pedo ki unchayi ne fir faasla km krna chaha

pr aasman toh dur hi tha

ab dhrti yu hi khelti h

khush ho kr zindagi deti h

dukh mei khud ko hi khatam kr leti hai

sochti h kabhi toh smjhega aasman

uske pyaar mei wo bnti aur bigadti hai

When I look behind

Kuch aisa piche chuut gaya
ya wo bs h ruth gaya
milega mujhe kabhi kya wo dubara?
ya ab h bs aise hi rehna
chahu toh kadam bada bhi lu
chahu toh khud ko behla bhi lu
dhundla dhundla sa kuch yaad h
pr hr lamha uske na hone ka ehsaas h
kya wo jagah abhi bhi h khali
na hone se uske hi h ye udaasi
jaanta hai mann ki wo na ayega ab
aankhen thak gayi intezar kr
kyu hai koi aata
jhuta sa spna dikhata
apna h ban jata
fir na jaane kahan kho jata

Iman fir baeman sa

hr aahat pe bekarar sa

awaz ye uski nhi

anjam mei bhi wo nhi

chot fir dard mangti h

tumhe fir se chahti h

yaad toh h abhi bhi

wo bita tha wqt jo kbhi

kese hathon ki lakeere

utri thi dil ki tasveer mei

kese mere sang

farishto ki ankhen bhi thi num

pr karen toh kya

ye mann kuch h hi aisa

jo mujhse h kehta

is zindagi ka ehsaas tujhse hi tha

chahe fir saath kum tha