love and lost, yet together

Ek wqt tha,

aasman zameen ke sang tha

pyar ke rang mei,

range the wo dono

anjane se,

dharti ne ki koi galti

chala gya aasman dur

dikhaya usne apna gurur

koshish ki dharti ne

prvat banke uske paas pahuch jaye

pr fasla narazgi se tha zyada

khafa tha ambar kuch iss tarah

ki dukh usey bhi tha

pr wapas aana ab mumkin na tha

rota tha kabhi kabhi

aur saath mei aakrosh dikhata

bheeg jati thi dharti

aur mayus ho jati

fir jb naseeb ko apna liya

tb jeevan pnpa, hryali ayi

pedo ki unchayi ne fir faasla km krna chaha

pr aasman toh dur hi tha

ab dhrti yu hi khelti h

khush ho kr zindagi deti h

dukh mei khud ko hi khatam kr leti hai

sochti h kabhi toh smjhega aasman

uske pyaar mei wo bnti aur bigadti hai

When I look behind

Kuch aisa piche chuut gaya
ya wo bs h ruth gaya
milega mujhe kabhi kya wo dubara?
ya ab h bs aise hi rehna
chahu toh kadam bada bhi lu
chahu toh khud ko behla bhi lu
dhundla dhundla sa kuch yaad h
pr hr lamha uske na hone ka ehsaas h
kya wo jagah abhi bhi h khali
na hone se uske hi h ye udaasi
jaanta hai mann ki wo na ayega ab
aankhen thak gayi intezar kr
kyu hai koi aata
jhuta sa spna dikhata
apna h ban jata
fir na jaane kahan kho jata

Iman fir baeman sa

hr aahat pe bekarar sa

awaz ye uski nhi

anjam mei bhi wo nhi

chot fir dard mangti h

tumhe fir se chahti h

yaad toh h abhi bhi

wo bita tha wqt jo kbhi

kese hathon ki lakeere

utri thi dil ki tasveer mei

kese mere sang

farishto ki ankhen bhi thi num

pr karen toh kya

ye mann kuch h hi aisa

jo mujhse h kehta

is zindagi ka ehsaas tujhse hi tha

chahe fir saath kum tha

Beyond words

Kuch ehsaas...

dhundli si ek tasveer bnate h.

hoke naraz wo

dil k kone mei baith jate h.

smjhna jo chahu unko

toh smjh bhi na pau me

alag si justuju k sang

tham si jau me

rut ye guzar toh jati h

pr mann ki awaz

syahi sun na pati h

kore se kagaz ka saath na pati h

khmoshi k sang hi kahin beh jati h

kya naam du us ehsaas ko

smjhu kaise me unko

jo h toh mere

pr na jane kyu h adhure

dil ki dehleez ko paar kr

hawao mei h jo beh chale

Life Cycles

Emerging from dust and snow
i ride all along. . .

no matter if the sun shines bright

A must watch documentary: Life Cycles.
inspired by the same

or the rain is fallin from sky
i ride all along. . .

the path may b easy or hard
i will never stop
i ride all along. . .

circles are searchin fr the edge
n till its not find
i will ride all along. . .

for every stone tht is shaking
yes, my heart is beating

i flow with the air
takin all with me that nature has to share

so i ride all along. . .

Miss you

Sanjote hue yaadein
na jane kitne pal bikhar gye

My friends :) miss you all

moti the hm pirote
na jane kese wo ashk bn gaye

juda na hone ko tayar
ab na jane kaise ek duje bin reh rahe

lamhe jinme sang the mere yaar
na jane kahan kho gaye

wo bina mtlb ki muskurahat
na jane kyu piche chod aye

jinpe hste the yaad aati h ab wo aadat
na jane kaise wo din beet gye

Hope

Nayi tarango ki talash mei

ek aise hi khayal mei

zindagi ka ehsaas ho gya

jine se aur pyaar ho gya

khud se milne ko bekarar thi me

khushiyo k intezar mei thi me

socha na tha ye krwa aisa mod lega

lehro k sath wqt aise bahega

kuch spne jo dekhe

wo sch na ho paye

aur kbhi aisa sama aya

jisne sch bnke spna bhulaya

hr din naya h

hr pal ab jina h

Relive

Aakhri Saans se pehle
iss darr pe fir aana chahunga

yaha k bikhre pani mei
apna aks dekhna chahunga

deewaro k daman mei, kuch awaze h chipi
unhe sunne ki koshish krna chahunga

khushbu ye anjan si, h kuch mithi mithi si
apne andr bharna chahunga

dheemi dheemi si, pr khilkhilati yaha jo hawa h
fir se mehsus krna chahunga

wqt h kuch kum abhi,  dubara is waqt ko
fir se jina chahunga

Blissful

Jeene ka nasha

chaya h mujh pr

pyar h muje

junun se apne

haarne ka drr nhi

khush rehne ki chah h

is dagar pr chalte rehna

hi hai sapna mera

manzil mile na mile

ye safar mera apna h

apne hi kdmo ki dhun pr

jhumta ye mann mera

labo se na jati ab khushi

surur ab ye utarta nhi

ab andhre ko

roshni h mil gyi

Last words

Kehna mt kbhi

tumne kho diya mujhe

jana meri mrzi mei na tha.

Kash aur pal rehte hum sang,

pr ye zindagi

hai hi dokhebaaz si.

Akhri yaad tumhari thi

fir ankhein bnd kr me chal di.

Sanso ki dor ka kya h?

Tumse jodta mujhe mera pyaar hai,

jo aj bhi tumhare saath hai.

Hu thodi dukhi mei bhi

pr humari yaadein rone nhi deti.

Tum bhi ab muskura do,

aasu tumhare todte h mujhe,

ye unchahi saza na do.

Ab toh muskura do. . .

Boondein

Inn boondein ki ajeeb hi dastan hai

Barasti hai neele aasman se

Thamne is dharti ka daaman

Khushi se bhari

Zindagi jeeti hui

Bikhar jati h zameen par

Jaise hi tutti h

Aur komal ho jati hai

Khud ko bikherti hui

Khushi khushi khatam ho jati h.

Fir bhi kuch toh h,

Jo ye gir ke bhi

Tumhari, meri aur is aasman ki

Chhavi dikhati h.

Soldier

I am sitting here

i wish it could be no where

what is the fate of this land?

for some reason it has got red sand

it’s not a day, for sure

as my eyes can see no more

it can not be night

as there is some light

that turns into dust

and every time leaves me numb

i was prepared to face this

but not able to take it

never thought i will be living

with so much around me killing

i think this isn't fair

how can they even dare

to declare them as a winner

by counting the number

of all who are dead

and taking a step ahead

you can't call it a victory

i have seen what we have been loosing

what is a battle field

a place where you forget to feel

then why it is not happening to me

this is not the world meant for

i don't know why i am killing any more

they say its to serve my Nation

tell me, aren't they got the same reason?

Shine :)

When you really wanna shine

but something is on ur mind

that u need to fight

n u still hold tight

ask yourself,

what if it's all gonna end....?

So, just breathe in,

let urself be free

from all the worries

thats how we win

and flow with the wind.

A smile will change

the spirit within,

to let you live

the moments you need,

those are somewhere buried...

Unknown push

A whisper in my ear

Its so loud and clear

Putting faith in me

To deny what I’ve seen

Asking me to be out

From what has happened throughout

Sometimes I feel, it is from inside

Wants me to look the other side

Of the truth

Of the myth

Helping me to fix

The broken pieces.

Prisoner of war

Meri pehchan ne

Mujhe is jagah se jod diya

 Ye bewafa saase abhi tk

Apne watan  ki hawa chahti h

Ye zameen kuch aur h

Yaha waqt kmzor h

Mere ghr mei ab toh

Meri yaadein bhi dhundla gyi hongi

Maa k aasuon ne

Intezar krti hui aankhe kmzor kr di hongi

Marna tha us janeman k liye

Kambakhat ab uski khbar bhi naseeb nhi hoti

From within

A whisper in my ear

Its so loud and clear

Putting faith in me

To deny what I’ve seen

Asking me to be out

From what has happened throughout

Sometimes I feel, it is from inside

Wants me to look the other side

Of the truth

Of the myth

Helping me to fix

The broken pieces.

Wonders of Nature

Kdmo ki aahat

wadiyo mei ghul gayi

dil ki dhadkan

badlo mei ja k mil gayi

abhi wo shant h

aasman ki muskan h

hawaye bs gun gunaye

meri hi daastan h

shor se me dur hu

kahin kuch sun raha zarur hu

zameen se bhi juda hu me

aasman k bhi kareeb hu

me yahan anjan sa

ek nyi talash kr raha

fir bhi mehsus hota

hai koi toh nata

Wish you Love

Baitha hu fela kar apni baahein,

tu kiske liye h aankhen bichaye. . .

wada nhi h humesha ka

pr janta hu, 
hr saans se teri faryad krunga

apni dastan ko yaad krunga.

Jis dehleez pe hai tu

wahan toh na hoga pyar tujhe,

Ek kadam toh bada

me lunga thaam tujhe.

khushi ka toh pta nhi

pr dukh na dunga kabhi.

kr zara vishwas mujhpe

aane wala daur humara h

bs intezar ab tumhara h. . .

Ab pta lagta hai

zameen ko kesa lagta h

jb hoti h badal ki prchayi uspr

jhumti h wo khush ho kr

jb garajta h toh

nachti h wo

chahti h kho jaye

isi ehsaas mei

jo na ho khatam

esi hi pyaas mei

pr jb bina brse hi

badal chal deta h

wo khud ko

maar deti h

kuch aise sukhi pdti h

ki hryali bhi na bsti h

rone k liye bhi

usey usi badal ki

zarurat lgti h

pr ab na badal ayega

kyuki hawa ne

rukh moda h

ye jaante hue bhi

intezar na kbhi

khatam hua h

First Poem

Badlo k piche hai suraj chipa

Ye janti hu me

Hr raat ko savera mila

Ye maanti hu me

Chalte chalte ye safar h bitana

Manzil ko pehchanti hu me

Kuch chipa hai hr nazare mei

Kuch dhundti hu me

Hr kadam pe bdne ka hosla

rakhti hu me

mana ye safar ho jayega khatam

pr zindagi ko pehchanti hu me

ek roshni ki talash me

jeeti hu me. . . . . . .